How can I stop being the bad guy?

And not get that look from my mother… the look that says: you-are-a-selfish-girl-your-sister-needs-you-and-I’m THE ONLY ONE IN THIS FUCKING FAMILY THAT MAKES SACRIFICES… oh and you disappoint me!!! Well… yeah. 

People ask me to be selfish once in a while but how can I do that when I want to be selfish I’m doing something bad? 

Seriously… I wanna kill someone. 

Mostly myself. 

  • 24 May 2012